BLa bLa blA *&%*#%@
6.02.2012
5.31.2012
5.30.2012
-Y.O.U hurt me but I still love Y.O.U- I'm sorry
向你撒娇 向你发脾气
向你无理取闹
霸道 自私 刁蛮
不懂得霸占你 占有你
怪我太过大方 不懂得如何吃醋
怪我只会宠你 疼你 爱你
怪我重来不曾和你吵 和你闹
怪我有着一颗容易满足的心
从不懂得向你提出过分的要求
不懂也不敢向你奢求什么
默默的包容你所犯下的错
默默地守护着你
一句话也不说 从不埋怨
毫无保留的迁就着你
随你去 让你放肆
总把开心 快乐 自由 留给了你
用尽方法满足你一切一切
把难过 伤心 收起不让你看见
心痛 心酸 从不向你哭诉
我的委屈 我的难受
从不让你知道 让你发现
让你忘了回头看我 我都无所谓
只因为我不懂得如何拒绝你对我所做的
只因为我太过听话 顾虑着你的感受
才让你有机会彻底的伤害着我的心
只因为我害怕面对 顾虑太多
只因为我不懂得如何维持 如何坚守
就因为我太过董事
只能怪我太过董事
才会大方的让你...
5.29.2012
- want you to be mine -
love you like you want me to
as long as you come back
I'll love you right
this time I'll never let my pride make me run and hide
cause i don't know what else i can do
i don't want you to show me the meaning
meaning of being lonely without you
i want you
you're all i need
I'll give you everything
doesn't matter what it takes
i just want you here with me
i promise I'll never push you away
until...
5.28.2012
Morning pain
5.26.2012
5.25.2012
5.23.2012
雨过天晴呢?
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沉默不说
微笑带过
装作不在乎
自欺欺人
雨下过了
还会有天晴吗
5.22.2012
5.21.2012
5.19.2012
5.18.2012
5.17.2012
5.16.2012
Confuse..
5.14.2012
5.11.2012
5.09.2012
5.08.2012
where are you? i'm in pain...
staring at those lights
far far away
untouchable
uncatchable
unreachable
just like ...
5.07.2012
Fool
Why did i leave maybe we'll never know
All this time we're going nowhere and we know it
I was so blind
5.06.2012
5.05.2012
5.03.2012
5.01.2012
4.28.2012
4.26.2012
Morning
Turn on my playlist
Listen to the music
Feel the rhythm
Enjoy my own moment
4.24.2012
No matter what..
I will not waste your tears !
I will light up your everyday !
I will surprise you with my love !
I will paint you colorful life !
I will give you sunshine !
I will make you romantic rainy day/night !
I will do anything for your happiness !
4.23.2012
4.20.2012
4.19.2012
付出的代价
开始都很确定很有信心
自己一定会是赢的那一个
很确定自己能掌握一切
很确定自己能控制一切
很确定自己可以承担
很有信心自己不会是被伤
很有信心自己不会放感情
很有信心自己不会是输家
可是一旦游戏玩久了投入了
不知不觉的放进心思放进希望
乐在其中享受着习惯了
就连游戏规则都忘了
直到某一天发现
本来配合的玩家不再一样了
才知道其实自己已经够分投入
游戏过程都很用心很花心细的在玩
才知道到原来自己已经无法戒掉
但一切都不受掌握不受控制
发现自己原来承担不起后果而伤了自己
后知后觉自己玩不起已来不及了
以为会是大赢家的自己其实彻底的输了
4.18.2012
4.17.2012
4.14.2012
4.11.2012
distance
We don't have to be so close,
No need to be together every single minute,
You ask me if i love you,
But that's not a question...
I made it clear that we need space to continue,
I don't want you to leave either,
Hey, don't cry...
It's only for a little while,
It doesn't have to be that complicated...
4.09.2012
4.04.2012
4.02.2012
3.31.2012
3.29.2012
to me/for me
Already enough
With just a kiss goodnight
I am willing to endure
Endure everything
Endure every moment
I know where i stand
Not gonna ask for more
Didn't tend to change
My position
In your heart
I'll be good there
What they say
I don't give a damn
I'm not afraid to love you
Love you right
Cause i really afraid
Afraid to lose you
Don't want to lose you
Neither one of you
3.28.2012
would you offer more ?
respect each others' decisions
maintain a peaceful relationship
loving each other is a type of exercise
i understand
I'm in your chest
but not necessarily in your heart
i don't want to prove
nor know how to
love is shared by two persons
i don't want you to be suspicious
suspecting love is a dangerous weapon
murdering our love
3.26.2012
LnH
I tried to learn
I tried to love
Eventually, loves brought me hurts...
3.24.2012
3.23.2012
3.18.2012
3.15.2012
3.13.2012
3.10.2012
3.08.2012
Hate
I hate lying in bed at night thinking of you, thinking of someone else
I hate seeing your smile, because its not for me
I hate catching your scent, because i can never call it my favorite perfume
I hate that there’s a desolate cold where you arms used to rest
I hate that my hands are empty of yours
I hate missing you
3.05.2012
3.02.2012
2.26.2012
对不起
想了很多很多
好像领悟到了悬崖勒马的意思
有了想要把你推开的念头
有了想要离开你的念头
开始有了慢慢疏离你的念头
开始有了对你冷淡的念头
一直以为我能狠下心
推开,离开,疏离,冷淡
但,回来以后
却发现这一切我办不到
我对你狠不下心
越是把你推开我越是心痛
尝试要离开却发现越是爱你
离你越远越是想你
越是对你冷淡越是难受
并且发现对你的爱不止那一些些
而且是比以前还多
我...败在你手里
我...再次的败在你手里
2.22.2012
2.21.2012
-悬崖勒马-
i will push you away
silently
i didn't meant to hurt you
but i know it will hurt you less
and you will never know
it hurt me more
2.02.2012
2.01.2012
1.28.2012
1.16.2012
1.15.2012
1.14.2012
1.12.2012
1.11.2012
1.09.2012
1.08.2012
1.05.2012
my heart
Please think twice if you could handle the scars you've left behind...
1.02.2012
Addicted
12.30.2011
12.29.2011
12.27.2011
12.12.2011
12.10.2011
12.03.2011
11.26.2011
something that you doesn't know
the lonelier i feel
the more we meet
the more painful my heart is
the more you look at me
is the sadness to me
but.. i like it
when you are with me
no matter what
i will just stand right here
by your side...
11.20.2011
you/u
it makes me feel unsafe when you're not here with me
it makes me feel unsecured when you're with them
11.17.2011
11.14.2011
11.11.2011
right here
sitting here in the dark
thinking about it
it is not songs that i'm listening to
instead
it is the "night" manipulated my feelings
11.03.2011
10.31.2011
10.30.2011
10.18.2011
10.11.2011
the fact is..
i laughed so hard
at least my face looks happy
i tends to forget things
so that i wouldn't feel so sad
10.08.2011
10.06.2011
10.04.2011
9.22.2011
shadow of heart
9.14.2011
8.31.2011
8.25.2011
您的不在,我不习惯
一个人回到家
在这冷清清的客厅
令我想起了您
令我想起了小时候的我
每当一个人回到家
您总会开门迎接我
您总会要我去冲凉
您总会温柔的关心我
您总会要我吃东西
而我总会粘着您
看您在房间里缝衣服
总会爱坐在您身边看着
总会要您配我下棋
总会要您带我去散步
总会要您配我打羽球
总爱吃您煮的麦片粥
8.22.2011
8.17.2011
8.08.2011
8.07.2011
you are in a better place...
Couldn't control my tears...
I know you wouldn't want me to be sad...
But i really miss you...
Miss you much...
Memory flashing back...
It's really painful...
-R.I.P-
P.S: I Loved You!
8.03.2011
what if ...
if we weren't friends
if we never met
if we don't know each other
it would be lesser pain
7.30.2011
7.23.2011
7.22.2011
7.21.2011
7.17.2011
7.15.2011
what to do
7.13.2011
broken
for once
you gave me hopes
you made me believes
everything was turning into colors
everyday was nice day
every night was good night
and then
you broke me
i don't know how long it takes
for me to recover
how long i could wait
i am feeling exhausted already
7.11.2011
a to z, 1 to .....
i've got million to tell
thousand to show
hundred to say
and it's hard to put it into words
7.09.2011
7.08.2011
trying...
7.04.2011
7.02.2011
sweet dream (=
7.01.2011
6.30.2011
6.24.2011
pathetic
6.18.2011
left me and my pain
6.13.2011
when i drive alone...
6.11.2011
6.09.2011
6.07.2011
etoiles de la nuit et mes larmes
6.06.2011
at night
6.03.2011
My Bday
5.31.2011
day and night
5.15.2011
irreplaceable
4.16.2011
4.07.2011
4.05.2011
3.19.2011
3.10.2011
3.03.2011
night lights i like
2.24.2011
2.22.2011
2.16.2011
2.14.2011
1.30.2011
我的防伪墙
1.24.2011
1.14.2011
婆婆
看着窗外的黄昏
听着那优雅的叫声
威风飘过大方起舞
想起小时候的我
常陪我打羽球的您
会带我去散步的您
教会我下棋的您
说您当年威风故事给我听的您
而我,却不懂得珍惜那些时刻
还会常发您脾气
嫌您重复又重复说同样故事的您烦
长大了都不再爱散步了,与您话题也越来越少了
关系疏离了好远好远
如今,再也没机会和您打羽球
没机会和您下下棋聊聊天散散步了
如果现在我很用力的抱抱您
您会感觉到的是舒服,温暖,感动?
还是疼痛?
想要回到过去,好让我重新好好珍惜这份爱
我一定要让秒针走得比平时满一倍...
1.06.2011
in this damn cold night
1.02.2011
12.12.2010
12.08.2010
12.07.2010
11.26.2010
11.21.2010
11.17.2010
10.30.2010
10.23.2010
10.05.2010
Broken string guitar
9.21.2010
9.12.2010
9.08.2010
9.01.2010
8.25.2010
8.20.2010
8.16.2010
8.15.2010
8.11.2010
8.08.2010
8.06.2010
8.02.2010
used to be
7.29.2010
7.26.2010
7.25.2010
7.23.2010
7.20.2010
7.18.2010
7.15.2010
4 in the morning

The moon got lost again last night
But now the sun has finally had its say
I guess I feel alright
But it hurts when I think
When I let it sink in
It's all over me
I'm lying here in the dark
I'm watching you sleep, it hurts a lot
and all I know is
You've got to give me everything
Nothing less cause
You know I give you all of me
I give you everything that I am
I'm handin' over everything that I've got
Cause I wanna have a really true love
Don't ever wanna have to go and give you up
Stay up till Four In The Morning and the tears are pouring
and I want to make it worth the fight
What have we been doing for all this time?
Baby if we're gonna do it, come on do it right
All I wanted was to know I'm safe
Don't want to lose the love I've found
Remember when you said that you would change
Don't let me down
It's not fair how you are
I can't be complete, can you give me more?
and all I know is
You got to give me everything
and nothing less cause
You know I give you all of me
I give you everything that I am
I'm handin' over everything that I've got
Cause I wanna have a really true love
Don't ever wanna have to go and give you up
Stay up till Four In The Morning and the tears are pouring
and I want to make it worth the fight
What have we been doing for all this time?
Baby if we're gonna do it, come on do it right
Oh please, you know what I need
Save all your love up for me
We can't escape the love
Give me everything that you have
and all I know is
You got to give me everything
and nothing less cause
You know I give you all of me
I give you everything that I am
I'm handin' over everything that I've got
Cause I wanna have a really true love
Don't ever wanna have to go and give you up
Stay up till Four In The Morning and the tears are pouring
and I want to make it worth the fight
What have we been doing for all this time?
Baby if we're gonna do it, come on do it right





















