找来找去
却找不到对的人
4.16.2011
4.07.2011
4.05.2011
3.19.2011
3.10.2011
3.03.2011
night lights i like
Sitting in the car
Looking out the window
I saw colourful night lights
and i realized
My feelings is colorless without you by my side
2.22.2011
2.14.2011
1.30.2011
我的防伪墙
随着时间的过去
不知不觉却把围墙越造越厚
就连自己都不知何时何日才拆得下
如果你遇见了
你会有耐心的一层一层的把它拆下吗？
你会好奇想看看围墙后面究竟是什么样的世界吗？
如果是这样
那…
有了你的帮忙
围墙有可能拆完吗？
1.24.2011
1.14.2011
婆婆
看着窗外的黄昏
听着那优雅的叫声
威风飘过大方起舞
想起小时候的我
常陪我打羽球的您
会带我去散步的您
教会我下棋的您
说您当年威风故事给我听的您
而我，却不懂得珍惜那些时刻
还会常发您脾气
嫌您重复又重复说同样故事的您烦
长大了都不再爱散步了，与您话题也越来越少了
关系疏离了好远好远
如今，再也没机会和您打羽球
没机会和您下下棋聊聊天散散步了
如果现在我很用力的抱抱您
您会感觉到的是舒服，温暖，感动？
还是疼痛？
想要回到过去，好让我重新好好珍惜这份爱
我一定要让秒针走得比平时满一倍...
1.06.2011
in this damn cold night
Wipe away tears that i cry,
Trying figure out what it's like to move on.
1.02.2011
12.12.2010
12.08.2010
12.07.2010
11.26.2010
11.17.2010
10.30.2010
10.23.2010
10.05.2010
Broken string guitar
A guitar with broken string of mine
Am still keeping it
Keeping it that way
It used to be my precious and special one
It used to sound so nice
Every story behind the broken strings
Every story behind the scars
It meant something to me
I know
I know it isn't gonna sound better after all
I know ain't no turning back
I know the future is vague
I realized
I realized that care too much is the weakness of mine
I realized that i don't have the potential of letting go
Tear my heart open
Cut my veins apart
Just to remove
Just to feel again
Obsessed
End up it hurts
Keeping it
Repaired it
Continued playing
Nobody knows
9.21.2010
9.08.2010
9.01.2010
8.25.2010
8.20.2010
8.16.2010
8.11.2010
8.08.2010
8.06.2010
8.02.2010
used to be
We used to be happy
We used to be close to each other
I missed you
and...
Things have changed now
7.29.2010
7.26.2010
7.23.2010
7.20.2010
7.18.2010
7.15.2010
4 in the morning
Waking up to find another day
The moon got lost again last night
But now the sun has finally had its say
I guess I feel alright
But it hurts when I think
When I let it sink in
It's all over me
I'm lying here in the dark
I'm watching you sleep, it hurts a lot
and all I know is
You've got to give me everything
Nothing less cause
You know I give you all of me
I give you everything that I am
I'm handin' over everything that I've got
Cause I wanna have a really true love
Don't ever wanna have to go and give you up
Stay up till Four In The Morning and the tears are pouring
and I want to make it worth the fight
What have we been doing for all this time?
Baby if we're gonna do it, come on do it right
All I wanted was to know I'm safe
Don't want to lose the love I've found
Remember when you said that you would change
Don't let me down
It's not fair how you are
I can't be complete, can you give me more?
and all I know is
You got to give me everything
and nothing less cause
You know I give you all of me
I give you everything that I am
I'm handin' over everything that I've got
Cause I wanna have a really true love
Don't ever wanna have to go and give you up
Stay up till Four In The Morning and the tears are pouring
and I want to make it worth the fight
What have we been doing for all this time?
Baby if we're gonna do it, come on do it right
Oh please, you know what I need
Save all your love up for me
We can't escape the love
Give me everything that you have
and all I know is
You got to give me everything
and nothing less cause
You know I give you all of me
I give you everything that I am
I'm handin' over everything that I've got
Cause I wanna have a really true love
Don't ever wanna have to go and give you up
Stay up till Four In The Morning and the tears are pouring
and I want to make it worth the fight
What have we been doing for all this time?
Baby if we're gonna do it, come on do it right
The moon got lost again last night
But now the sun has finally had its say
I guess I feel alright
But it hurts when I think
When I let it sink in
It's all over me
I'm lying here in the dark
I'm watching you sleep, it hurts a lot
and all I know is
You've got to give me everything
Nothing less cause
You know I give you all of me
I give you everything that I am
I'm handin' over everything that I've got
Cause I wanna have a really true love
Don't ever wanna have to go and give you up
Stay up till Four In The Morning and the tears are pouring
and I want to make it worth the fight
What have we been doing for all this time?
Baby if we're gonna do it, come on do it right
All I wanted was to know I'm safe
Don't want to lose the love I've found
Remember when you said that you would change
Don't let me down
It's not fair how you are
I can't be complete, can you give me more?
and all I know is
You got to give me everything
and nothing less cause
You know I give you all of me
I give you everything that I am
I'm handin' over everything that I've got
Cause I wanna have a really true love
Don't ever wanna have to go and give you up
Stay up till Four In The Morning and the tears are pouring
and I want to make it worth the fight
What have we been doing for all this time?
Baby if we're gonna do it, come on do it right
Oh please, you know what I need
Save all your love up for me
We can't escape the love
Give me everything that you have
and all I know is
You got to give me everything
and nothing less cause
You know I give you all of me
I give you everything that I am
I'm handin' over everything that I've got
Cause I wanna have a really true love
Don't ever wanna have to go and give you up
Stay up till Four In The Morning and the tears are pouring
and I want to make it worth the fight
What have we been doing for all this time?
Baby if we're gonna do it, come on do it right
7.14.2010
can you hear me..?
Is anyone out there whom will never force me to do something i don't like. Is anyone out there can listen to me, willing to listen to my heart without judgement. Is anyone out there whom can truly understand what i'm actually thinking. Is anyone out there whom wanting to know the inside of me. Is anyone out there? Is anyone out there i can talk to? I need you... Is anyone out there?
7.11.2010
7.10.2010
7.08.2010
7.05.2010
7.01.2010
The way it ends
Is this to be our fate?
This is the way it ends
Don't tell me it's meaningless
There'll be no compromise
We falling we too shall rise
You held me and taught me how
I think i am ready now
If this is the way it ends
Then this is the way it's meant to be
6.29.2010
6.28.2010
6.18.2010
6.16.2010
6.14.2010
6.12.2010
6.11.2010
seeking!
Are you the person who i can talk to?
Are you the person that willing to listen to me?
Are you the person who'd forced me cry?
6.10.2010
6.09.2010
Charm
If i have these charm
I will do it right away
Believe me i will
I will use my spell
I will make you charmed to me
6.07.2010
Over n Over Again
Torn into pieces...
Realizing, nothing could stitch it up!
Deny? Pretend?
If i could, i would spend my time on stitching it up...
Prevent? Avoid?
If it happens...
6.06.2010
6.05.2010
6.04.2010
6.02.2010
Nothing is meaningless
Emerge from the shadows...
This is the way it's meant to be...
6.01.2010
5.31.2010
5.29.2010
5.25.2010
5.24.2010
5.23.2010
5.22.2010
5.21.2010
5.19.2010
5.17.2010
5.16.2010
back off ! you jerk !
Hurt me once,
Hurt me twice,
I’ll promise to myself,
That I will never give a damn anymore !
5.14.2010
5.13.2010
5.12.2010
5.11.2010
5.10.2010
5.09.2010
5.08.2010
所描述的
好想知道,
当你读着我的部落格时，
会有的，
感受，感想，感觉
你是否好奇?
你是否看得懂?
哪个是我的心底话?
哪个是我想表达的?
哪个是为你而写的?
哪个是其他人的故事?
哪个只是我随便写写而已?
哪个只是我一时的灵感?
P.S : 心疼的？心酸的？心痛的？心碎的？
5.07.2010
5.06.2010
5.05.2010
5.04.2010
5.03.2010
5.02.2010
feeling tired already
i have these feelings recently,
feeling tired,
felt like giving up,
desperateness,
terrify,
things couldn't be solve,
several steps must be follow,
motivation for me to move on is fading out,
unreachable, unpreventable, unpredictable...
this is the moment,
moment that we would have to pass through,
i know...
i just need to cry out loud, i just...
5.01.2010
4.30.2010
4.29.2010
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