4.17.2010

in fact



my Happiness counts too !!!


4.16.2010

sealed


Don’t tell me that you know me well...

Until you really look into my heart...



4.15.2010

因为 ♥


明知道の

但...

还是把自己搞得伤痕累累

4.14.2010

你会心疼吗?



看不见的裂痕...

都是被伤害过的痕迹...


4.13.2010

i ran n ran



I ran away every time when we are getting close




4.12.2010

difficulty?


We don't walk out..

We walk through it!

4.11.2010

♥ of mine


每一次被伤害__♥

♥__都会多了一把不被看见的锁

4.10.2010

how did you?



How did you not care?

How did you do it?

How did you learn that?



4.09.2010

because of "L..."


笑容已经不是单纯的令人心痛

因为喜欢才会一直受到伤害



4.08.2010

optional no more


How I'd been so hurt by …

… are the only safe option left



4.07.2010

am not, actually




Please give me a hug when i tell you that i am fine...
:(



4.06.2010

Me.You



I started to have feelings for you

And I don’t understand

It’s confusing me


P.S : I hadn’t realize how much I miss you


4.05.2010

phrase II


Illusion never changed into something real


4.04.2010

再次遇见



很庆幸因为发现

对你的感觉没了

想要说声谢谢

谢谢你

给我成长的机会

谢谢你

教会我很多

谢谢你

让我学习到如何处理这些复杂的心情

没有你的日子

我过得一天比一天还要好

4.03.2010

A post/day


想你已经成为我每天の习惯了...


4.02.2010

phrase


If it didn’t matter, you wouldn’t be thinking about it


4.01.2010

hurt -



It makes my heart hurt less ...



3.31.2010

♥ ...


... ♥ I wouldn’t want to be anywhere else ♥ ...


3.30.2010

just don't


don't know
don't care
don't bother

3.29.2010

guts



I want you to know
It doesn't matter
Am telling you
If you...

3.28.2010

want to be




That person you can bring anything to

The good and the bad






3.27.2010




I wish i could stop the time Whenever i am with you...




+/- ?



一天
比
一天
多
是对?
是错?
是好?
是坏?
不懂...

3.25.2010

my wish



Would you hug me hello every time you see me?

Would you wish me good night before you go to sleep?

Would you kiss me good bye every time you leave?

Would you hold my hand tight every time i need you?



3.24.2010

mon blog



My blog

My stories

My feelings

My thoughts

The way I blog



3.23.2010

230320102225



还是感觉到的...


3.22.2010

maybe ?



I think I like you...

Can I tell you I miss you?

I miss your tenderness...

I miss your pampering...


3.21.2010

Rhyme

Listen to the music that you like...

Its reminds me of you...


3.20.2010

一起



和你在一起的感觉

总是那么舒服那么开心

和你在一起的感觉总是忘不了


3.19.2010

possible?


这样的你
那样的我
可能吗?

3.18.2010

x.X


努力了,尽力了

距离还是遥远的

hmm...


每
当
我
们
说
再
见
都
被
你
的
背
影
吸
引
着
每
当
我
们
说
再
见
我
就
只
有
依
依
不
舍
的
看
着
你
的
背
影
离
我
远
去
.
.
.

3.17.2010

i knew


Once again I fell into the trap
And I knew the feeling
No matter how I reminds myself how suffer it is

3.16.2010

trying hard


Trying hard to grab your attention

Without anyone noticed

Trying hard to get closer to you

Without anyone knowing

Trying hard to make every moments memorable

So that you wouldn’t forget me

Trying hard to do something by my style

And it makes you think of me, whenever the same thing happened

Trying hard to make you used to have me around

So that when I am not around

At least you would notice

3.15.2010

Shhh ~


I don’t think they know it, neither do you...



3.14.2010

原来这就是...



甜甜中带点酸酸的感觉

感觉到了

让人心慌缭乱的感觉

就是想念

那种想念的感觉又有了









3.13.2010

< / 3



偶然...
你的温柔, 让我心碎

3.11.2010

the best way



I felt it

Not sure...

Hint has given

Chances is there

All the time all the day

Take the 1st move

I don’t think so

Let it be

It’s the best way

Don’t dare to take the risk

Because…

Can’t afford the risk and consequences

All I can do is

Keep it to myself

That’s the way

3.10.2010

我觉得

你对我的体贴

让我觉得好温心

你对我的问候

让我觉得好温暖

你对我的好

让我觉得好幸福

3.09.2010

elements

Like...
Couldn't tell

Concern...
Couldn't be too obvious

Care...
Couldn't give too much

Miss...
Couldn't let you know

3.08.2010

all about you



对你哭
是因为信任...
对你生气
是因为在乎...
对你耍赖
是因为更亲密了...
对你撒娇
是因为关系不一样了...
对你发脾气
是因为喜欢上了...
是因为想再拥有多些些...



3.07.2010

together



想要依赖你
想要靠近你
想要一直都有你

invisible

不说出来的喜欢
不说出来的关心
不说出来的注意
有感觉错吗?

3.06.2010

弱点

对你的感觉
不敢表明
不敢坦白
过不了自己那关
害怕伤害
再也不相信
不会在一起的喜欢
让我觉得安全的多
默默的关心
默默的
对不起
请原谅我的自私

3.05.2010

累

现在..
家人..
朋友..
自己..
学业..
选择..
决定..
工作..
未来..
梦想..
成功..
生活..
责任..
还有什么?

3.03.2010

Have you ever?

Have i ever show my sadness to you
Have i ever cry in front you
Have i ever have this moment when i am with you
Have you ever look in to my heart
Have you ever feel the sadness in my heart
Have you ever see my heart actually cried

3.02.2010

silently




不明显的注意你常有

不明显的留意发觉到

不明显的关心你常给

不明显的想念你有吗?

不明显的喜欢会有吗?

不明显的眼里只有你了

不明显的让你住进心里的某个角落了

3.01.2010

i want more



who am i to you?
am i allowed to be in your heart?
would you care about me more than just a friend?
do i deserve that?

2.28.2010

wait


Am here waiting
Waiting for your arrival
Waiting for you to find me

2.27.2010

会吗?


这样的我
特别的我
你会发现吗?
你会留意吗?
有可能会喜欢吗?

2.26.2010

?




我有可能会是你的依赖吗?
有可能让我依靠吗?


2.23.2010

pourquoi ?

为什么我会那么的在意你的一切?

2.22.2010

sentir





彼此触碰的感觉
还是这么的强烈
还是不敢直接望进你眼睛
与你如此靠近的对话
我的眼球在打转
到处的望,到处的找
但,还是...
找不到安全的视线

2.21.2010

Mood


原来想你的心情是这样的...



2.16.2010

再次


缝好的伤口
再次被戳破
血滴开始滴出
你有发觉吗?

I suppose




The way we touch
The way we talk
The way we look at each other

Actually it's just nothing
Actually it's just normal touch
Actually it's just normal talk
Actually it's just normal look

But...
I wonder why
I got this strange feelings

About your touch
About your tune
About your look

I suppose it is just my problems
I suppose i should try to control
I suppose i shouldn't have that thoughts anymore



2.14.2010

Flightless Bird American Mouth



I was a quick, wet boy
Diving too deep for coins
All of your street light eyes
Wide on my plastic toys
Then when the cops closed the fair
I cut my long, baby hair
Stole me a dog-eared map
And called for you everywhere

Have I found you
Flightless bird
Jealous, weeping
Or lost you?
American mouth
Big pill looming

Now I'm a fat house cat
Nursing my sore, blunt tongue
Watching the warm, poison rats
Curl through the wide fence cracks
Kissing on magazine photos
Those fishing lures
Thrown in the cold and clean
Blood of Christ mountain stream

Have I found you?
Flightless bird
Grounded, bleeding
Or lost you?
American mouth
Big pill, stuck going down

2.13.2010

想要,你那...






那是在乎的眼神

还是只有普通而已

享受你那在乎的触碰

想要再拥有多一些些你那看起来相视在乎的眼神

2.12.2010

多少?




你对我的感觉
就只有这样
还是多点点呢?

2.11.2010

Do you know?



My only weakness ... Is you ...

2.09.2010

Holding on






I don't wanna do this anymore
Everytime i see you
Suffering from the bottom of my heart
Everytime i stand close to you
It makes me feels like standing closer and closer
I don't dare to look into your eyes
Cause i know it's gonna hurt me badly
Trying to hold my feelings down
And i wouldn't know whether it could last or not


2.07.2010

Could i ?


Could i tell you ...? I Miss You




2.06.2010

错的



有种不该有的感觉
感觉很错
感觉很不对
无法控制一直在沉醉当中
想要逃却无路可逃

2.01.2010

It's back




thatkindoffeelingconfusedfeelingfeelingconfused


1.09.2010

let go already




不想舍得都已舍得了...
记忆里我已舍得的你
能了吗 ?

12.14.2009

Untouched




Frozen HEART of mine
It crack easily ..


P.S : Are you tender enough to touch?





12.04.2009

This is you That is me




Everytime you walk
I count the steps and watch your shadow
Everytime you stay close to me
I got this strong feelings
But everytime you walk away
You will never turn back
You will never think of me

11.11.2009

等待



默默地的等待
我一切的等待
为了什么?
就只为了你的一句问候
等待也算值的
一句问候
你的回来
足以让我值得

11.08.2009

Will it be... ?



A better scene when i back

11.06.2009

Special

Problems always there
Everytime...
When i am/was there
I doesn't see any changes
And your seems like doesn't care
Do your things seperately
Lack of communication
Seldom talk to each other
It doesn't seems to be normal
It's so different from
Other F______S

11.02.2009

YesterDay


I watched this movie
It reminds me everything of you
Situation and Condition we were in
Previously... And past ...
Letting go of you.letting go of me
This is us now
Ain't no contact anymore

11.01.2009

Spend&Spent

I miss the time ...

*We cook*
*We talk*
*We chat*
*We play*
*We eat*
*We study*
*We walk*
*We hang out*
*We shopping*
*We laugh*
*We cry*
*We hug*
*We smile*




XOXO

10.30.2009

face it


Time to talk
Time to settle
Time to consider
Time to decide
Time for us to know
Time for us to accept

It should be better for us...


10.26.2009

想 知道

吵架
因为你们有了误会
彼此的冷漠
是因为感情的淡化
很久很久以前
沟通已经少了
这是因为我的出现吗
讨论分离
是因为我做错了吧
还是你们早已有了打算
懂事以来
所说的所看见的
不止一次
所看见的所听见的
都是真的吗?

10.22.2009

rain falls on my windows




everytime i wanna call
everytime i tried to call
i know that you won't be there
it's was close
and we were so close
if i appreciate
and to be regretted
i should grab
i should trasure
every chances you gave
all the time..
i wish to rewind
and would you come back to me
just want you to know that
i din't mean to let go
and i never think of letting go
i do regret of it
i will take the first move
if i could, right now... dear?

10.16.2009

哭了


A call from you everyday i'm waiting, a simple concern from you i do care about, every single words you tell i'll remember always, the way you look at me everyday, i Miss it, i Miss you and i meant it.







P.S : Wanna go home

10.09.2009

you.see.not



I'm sad
I'm crying
I'm dead
I'm dying
I'm hiding for something
I'm runing away

P.S : I laugh but i don't feel happy

Silly

Refer back every messages you'd sent.
Unspeakable feeling i have.
Not a word to describe.
Its mean something.
Isn't it?



10.05.2009

"Dear"




a sensative word to me
it reminds me of you
it makes my heart pain
from the bottom of my heart
i have this feelings
feeling bad and suffer

9.28.2009

:'(

Every single thing that located at every single corner
Things in my room
Things in my bathroom
Things in the living room
Things in the kitchen
Even a single dust at every sigle corner of my house
I prefer everythings in my house than here

P.S
I miss its !
I miss the breakfast from my dad every morning
I miss the soup from my mum everyday
I miss the moment chating with brother
I miss my grandma's cute face
I miss the services from my kakak
I miss all of them!
I miss all of you!
I really miss home
I miss home much
I really wanna go home...

9.02.2009

Black 黑


为你掉下的眼泪
早已数不清了
如何停止
不知道
心变得越来越黑
黑的你都看不见
也不再喜欢了

P.S : Black Heart that you can't see is no longer enjoy