irresponsible

I was heart broken
and 

you came
you fixed it
and 

you left

Certain part of my heart has closed for healing session...

I care too much that's the weak link...
Maybe i should just stop caring to much...

What happened to me?

Comfortably Numb

There is no pain you are receding
A distant ship's smoke on the horizon.
You are only coming through in waves.
Your lips move but I can't hear what you're saying.
When I was a child I had a FEVER. My hands felt just like two balloons.
Now I've got that feeling once again
I can't explain, you would not understand
This is not how I am.

I have become comfortably numb.

Pink Floyd "Comfortably Numb"

numb/detached

How can i regain my ability to feel?

miserable

some part of me has gone missing 

not feeling so right without them

I know i'm getting greedy, that's why i walk away...

冷/numb

我要在哪里找回我那曾今是热腾腾的心？

没有任何感觉不好受...

还我心件外套好吗？

this is me

I should've walk away for a long time ago
I've been hurt enough
When things get tough, i bails
Somehow i still feel the attachment
Shutting you out is killing me
I don't have more reason to continue
So tell me where i go from here
Remember to bring me back whenever i'm gone too long
I'm getting very tired of losing people