对你的好 被你认为理所当然 而无视了!!!

-Y.O.U hurt me but I still love Y.O.U- I'm sorry

只能怪我不懂如何
向你撒娇 向你发脾气
向你无理取闹
霸道 自私 刁蛮
不懂得霸占你 占有你
怪我太过大方 不懂得如何吃醋
怪我只会宠你 疼你 爱你
怪我重来不曾和你吵 和你闹
怪我有着一颗容易满足的心
从不懂得向你提出过分的要求
不懂也不敢向你奢求什么
默默的包容你所犯下的错
默默地守护着你
一句话也不说 从不埋怨
毫无保留的迁就着你
随你去 让你放肆
总把开心 快乐 自由 留给了你
用尽方法满足你一切一切
把难过 伤心 收起不让你看见
心痛 心酸 从不向你哭诉
我的委屈 我的难受
从不让你知道 让你发现
让你忘了回头看我 我都无所谓
只因为我不懂得如何拒绝你对我所做的
只因为我太过听话 顾虑着你的感受
才让你有机会彻底的伤害着我的心
只因为我害怕面对 顾虑太多
只因为我不懂得如何维持 如何坚守
就因为我太过董事
只能怪我太过董事
才会大方的让你...

- want you to be mine -

I'll wait for you
love you like you want me to
as long as you come back
I'll love you right
this time I'll never let my pride make me run and hide
cause i don't know what else i can do
i don't want you to show me the meaning
meaning of being lonely without you
i want you
you're all i need
I'll give you everything
doesn't matter what it takes
i just want you here with me
i promise I'll never push you away
until...

Morning pain

You want me in your life, you found a way to put me in. However, you are putting me somewhere...   Somewhere else I don't want to be in not suppose to be in!!! Don't you realized? I'm not happy.. Every time I woke up in pain, by knowing I'm not your priority anymore 

伤.深

因为自己不懂得控制
而不小心爱上了
才会让你有机会伤的我那么深

If I let myself care, all I feel is pain...

sans toi

J'ai oublié

ça me fait du bien

Quand avec toi

雨过天晴呢？

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若无其事
沉默不说
微笑带过
装作不在乎
自欺欺人
雨下过了
还会有天晴吗

???

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I know and I understand this is our border line...

You gradually been wasting tears that I've saved for you

我们之间还剩多少 ？

Gone

我连占有你的资格都慢慢的消失了

好想说出心底话 就因为勇气 拉住了我

Loving and hating you with equal measure ...

Confuse..

What does this mean? Does it mean anything to you? To me? Or you were just saying it for the sick of fun? I seriously don't get it...

对你

心痛后的心淡
我想离开
可是
我还期待

我的勇气呢?

因为怕动情以后，离去的心痛，所以选择不让自己轻易陷入感情的漩涡

此刻心情

我害怕

我累了

相放弃

想离开

走远远

好好想

想清楚

where are you? i'm in pain...

sitting at the balcony
staring at those lights
far far away
untouchable
uncatchable
unreachable
just like ...

Fool

I never meant to let you go
Why did i leave maybe we'll never know
All this time we're going nowhere and we know it
I was so blind

我以为

选择安静不说
只为了感情保存期
能够多一些些
自欺欺人
原来感情已经过期了

Felt the lingering ache in her heart

Who the hell give you the right to take my heart when you had to leave?

The day is near

Time to prepare for the healing session . . .

lettingGo

It's not up to me anymore

If you want me in your life 

You'll find a way to put me there