压抑着自己对你的喜欢
害怕伤痕累累的离开
12.30.2011
12.29.2011
12.27.2011
12.03.2011
11.26.2011
something that you doesn't know
the closer we are
the lonelier i feel
the more we meet
the more painful my heart is
the more you look at me
is the sadness to me
but.. i like it
when you are with me
no matter what
i will just stand right here
by your side...
the lonelier i feel
the more we meet
the more painful my heart is
the more you look at me
is the sadness to me
but.. i like it
when you are with me
no matter what
i will just stand right here
by your side...
11.20.2011
you/u
it makes me feel comfort when with you
it makes me feel unsafe when you're not here with me
it makes me feel unsecured when you're with them
it makes me feel unsafe when you're not here with me
it makes me feel unsecured when you're with them
11.17.2011
11.14.2011
11.11.2011
right here
sitting here in the dark
thinking about it
it is not songs that i'm listening to
instead
it is the "night" manipulated my feelings
11.03.2011
10.31.2011
10.30.2011
10.18.2011
10.11.2011
the fact is..
i laughed so hard
at least my face looks happy
i tends to forget things
so that i wouldn't feel so sad
10.08.2011
10.04.2011
9.22.2011
shadow of heart
Who knows about my cold heart of affection
Your shadow is clear and close
Drawing closer in my heart
8.31.2011
8.25.2011
您的不在，我不习惯
一个人回到家
在这冷清清的客厅
令我想起了您
令我想起了小时候的我
每当一个人回到家
您总会开门迎接我
您总会要我去冲凉
您总会温柔的关心我
您总会要我吃东西
而我总会粘着您
看您在房间里缝衣服
总会爱坐在您身边看着
总会要您配我下棋
总会要您带我去散步
总会要您配我打羽球
总爱吃您煮的麦片粥
8.22.2011
8.17.2011
8.07.2011
you are in a better place...
I just couldn't stop thinking about it...
Couldn't control my tears...
I know you wouldn't want me to be sad...
But i really miss you...
Miss you much...
Memory flashing back...
It's really painful...
-R.I.P-
P.S: I Loved You!
Couldn't control my tears...
I know you wouldn't want me to be sad...
But i really miss you...
Miss you much...
Memory flashing back...
It's really painful...
-R.I.P-
P.S: I Loved You!
8.03.2011
what if ...
if we weren't friends
if we never met
if we don't know each other
it would be lesser pain
7.30.2011
7.17.2011
7.15.2011
what to do
knowing is pain
accepting is difficult
letting go is hard
keeping a distance away from you
is even worse
7.13.2011
broken
for once
you gave me hopes
you made me believes
everything was turning into colors
everyday was nice day
every night was good night
and then
you broke me
i don't know how long it takes
for me to recover
how long i could wait
i am feeling exhausted already
7.11.2011
a to z, 1 to .....
i've got million to tell
thousand to show
hundred to say
and it's hard to put it into words
7.09.2011
7.08.2011
trying...
Baby, i am sorry for what i did...
I just want it to be better...
Turns out things doesn't works the way i want...
And it hasn't been better...
7.02.2011
sweet dream (=
had you ever have a dream
that feel so real until you wake up
you just want to lie there
with your eyes close
and hold on with it?
7.01.2011
6.30.2011
6.24.2011
pathetic
You don't love me
You don't want meYou lure me back
You cheated on me
You took away everything i have
You left nothing for me but pain
6.21.2011
6.18.2011
left me and my pain
Fuck!
I dreamt of you
Guess i really miss you
And i don't think i want this
Cause i know you wouldn't did the same
So sweet yet so pain
And it was killing me
Sweet dream of mine was the worst nightmare
To me, when i woke up
6.13.2011
when i drive alone...
Love to drive alone on the highway
It's the best time for me to do my thinking
Think about the past
Think about the future
Think about my silly future plan
Think about my family
Think about my friends
Think about everything...
6.11.2011
6.09.2011
6.07.2011
etoiles de la nuit et mes larmes
Silent night...
Shining shining stars in the sky
Butterflies and fireflies is everywhere
I made a wish
Wished for shooting star
I saw shooting star
Again i made a wish
Wished you were here with me
Sitting beside me, enjoy this beautiful night with me...
I woke up, i woke up
I feel the pain
I look up the sky
I saw nothing but tears
I shed a tears
6.06.2011
at night
Raine night
All i can think about is YOU
Until it stop
All i miss is YOU
Night with/without rain
All i have is loneliness
6.03.2011
My Bday
It's 3rd June 2011
It's my birthday
Wishes filled up my profile wall
I got my first birthday song
I got my first birthday cake
But... I am waiting for yours
5.31.2011
day and night
You are my last thought every night...
Wondering...
Am i your first thought every morning?
5.15.2011
irreplaceable
Baby you were here with me everyday and did not appreciate much, i did not take good care, i did not treat you tenderly, at least i still make sure you were with me everyday and everywhere i went, indirectly... Baby, you became the most important one for me, idiot me.. I am hurt, i am heartbroken, my heart is pain, i am sad... Please, i do not want any baby else...
4.16.2011
4.07.2011
4.05.2011
3.19.2011
3.10.2011
3.03.2011
night lights i like
Sitting in the car
Looking out the window
I saw colourful night lights
and i realized
My feelings is colorless without you by my side
2.22.2011
2.14.2011
1.30.2011
我的防伪墙
随着时间的过去
不知不觉却把围墙越造越厚
就连自己都不知何时何日才拆得下
如果你遇见了
你会有耐心的一层一层的把它拆下吗？
你会好奇想看看围墙后面究竟是什么样的世界吗？
如果是这样
那…
有了你的帮忙
围墙有可能拆完吗？
1.24.2011
1.14.2011
婆婆
看着窗外的黄昏
听着那优雅的叫声
威风飘过大方起舞
想起小时候的我
常陪我打羽球的您
会带我去散步的您
教会我下棋的您
说您当年威风故事给我听的您
而我，却不懂得珍惜那些时刻
还会常发您脾气
嫌您重复又重复说同样故事的您烦
长大了都不再爱散步了，与您话题也越来越少了
关系疏离了好远好远
如今，再也没机会和您打羽球
没机会和您下下棋聊聊天散散步了
如果现在我很用力的抱抱您
您会感觉到的是舒服，温暖，感动？
还是疼痛？
想要回到过去，好让我重新好好珍惜这份爱
我一定要让秒针走得比平时满一倍...
1.06.2011
in this damn cold night
Wipe away tears that i cry,
Trying figure out what it's like to move on.
1.02.2011
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