brave

发现其实自己并没有那么的勇敢

被遗弃了

经常

独来独望

因为

习惯了被遗弃

习惯了不被关心

一个人

眼泪蒸发了

过程独自度过

缝好的裂痕

掩盖了痕迹

伪装了自己

隐藏了伤痛

学会了小心

习惯了保护

说我冷血

说我花心

你懂多少？

发现

久而久之

眼泪却无法望下掉

- it -

Eventually, it hurts...

Apparently, over time it will hurt less and less...

However, it will still in our heart...

Moreover, we will never forget that...

强颜欢笑

习惯了伪装

习惯了隐藏

被伤害了

想哭却哭不出来

rather

I’d rather you make me the promises that never for real

than you don’t care at all...

hadn't

I cried a river..

I drowned the whole world..

I know you wouldn’t care..

Because I know..

I hadn’t cross your mind..

酱就够了

虽然知道你只是说说而已

虽然听起来有点虚伪

但有你那一句就够了

让我满足了

原来 II

原来你从来没有不舍得过

My territory is mine...

back off ! you jerk !

Hurt me once,

Hurt me twice,

I’ll promise to myself,

That I will never give a damn anymore !

are you leaving?

听见你要离开的感觉是…

多么的不舍，多么的难过!!!

try ?

Do you think you could find "it" in me?

Phrase V

Hurt on me isn't by you

enough

Its tear my heart in to pieces

Pieces that couldn’t make up from

What else do you want

Don’t you realize you’ve had done enough...

phrase IV

I wish that it is just a bad dream instead of fact

原来

唯一遗憾是你一直都不知道

唯一可惜是发现其实你也一样

no way

我的一句没事包涵了千千万万个你都无法理解无法看见的

所描述的

好想知道,

当你读着我的部落格时，

会有的，

感受，感想，感觉

你是否好奇?

你是否看得懂?

哪个是我的心底话?

哪个是我想表达的?

哪个是为你而写的?

哪个是其他人的故事?

哪个只是我随便写写而已?

哪个只是我一时的灵感?

P.S : 心疼的？心酸的？心痛的？心碎的？

唯一遗憾の

是我当初不懂得如何讨好

是我还没来得及学会讨好

是我不懂得如何维持

是我不懂得什么付出

是我从来没有用心过

是我不懂

还没来得及懂

just.don't.know

I just wanna rest my eyes

But, somehow...

I don't know why i fell asleep

alone

We live alone

We die alone

Apparently we stay alone

phrase III

it has became a nightmare that I couldn’t wake up from...

when i ...

Pretend to be happy

It's easier for me after all

Born to be...

feeling tired already

i have these feelings recently,

feeling tired,

felt like giving up,

desperateness,

terrify,

things couldn't be solve,

several steps must be follow,

motivation for me to move on is fading out,

unreachable, unpreventable, unpredictable...

this is the moment,

moment that we would have to pass through,

i know...

i just need to cry out loud, i just...

expiry date

忽然发现我们的保存期限到了

dotdotdot

Getting over it

Isn’t easy

Decided to stay

Sooner or later