锐针刺深心,痛了
BLa bLa blA *&%*#%@
4.12.2014
11.21.2013
11.20.2013
11.11.2013
10.01.2013
9.30.2013
8.22.2013
5.06.2013
5.01.2013
Mess
Y.O.U used to light up my days and it was so warmy
Y.O.U used to warmed my heart up
Every night before I closed my eyes
I used to woke up with a sweet smile on my face
I got addicted to your scent
We used to stick together
We used to do eveything together
We used to go everywhere together
Since then...
My days has becoming darker and darker..
Wind blew through my vain
I can feel the cold in my heart
I feel no more, my frozen heart
I woke up with tears on my face
Been seeking for your scent
I'm all alone now...
Y.O.U aren't appearing in my life anymore
Y.O.U appeared in my heart all the time
Y.O.U used to warmed my heart up
Every night before I closed my eyes
I used to woke up with a sweet smile on my face
I got addicted to your scent
We used to stick together
We used to do eveything together
We used to go everywhere together
Since then...
My days has becoming darker and darker..
Wind blew through my vain
I can feel the cold in my heart
I feel no more, my frozen heart
I woke up with tears on my face
Been seeking for your scent
I'm all alone now...
Y.O.U aren't appearing in my life anymore
Y.O.U appeared in my heart all the time
4.30.2013
c a n w e ?
Shadows fill an empty heart as love is fading
From all the things that we are but are not saying
Can we see beyond the stars and make it to the dawn
4.28.2013
4.27.2013
4.23.2013
4.19.2013
4.01.2013
3.30.2013
gone?
I told Y.O.U that night
Eventually it will gone
Y.O.U fight back
Y.O.U told me it won't gone
It will never be gone
I would like to know
I would like to ask Y.O.U once again
What about now
Has it gone
Eventually it will gone
Y.O.U fight back
Y.O.U told me it won't gone
It will never be gone
I would like to know
I would like to ask Y.O.U once again
What about now
Has it gone
3.24.2013
3.20.2013
3.05.2013
2.14.2013
2.04.2013
would
If Y.O.U really love me
Y.O.U would not letting go just like that
Y.O.U would not let go easily
If Y.O.U really love me
Y.O.U would make me stay
Y.O.U would do anything to lure me back
If Y.O.U really me
Y.O.U would have realized
Y.O.U would have known
Y.O.U would have noticed
1.20.2013
很多时候,很想...
很多时候
有趣的事情
想和你分享
很多时候
不愉快的事
想和你分享
很多时候
无奈的情况
想向你出气
很多时候
无聊的时候
想和你闲聊
很多时候
想你的时候
想越你见面
很多时候
很想很想
和你度过每一天
很多时候
很想很想
很想告诉你
我想你
12.31.2012
12.17.2012
12.16.2012
11.26.2012
Love song
I always wanted to play a love song for Y.O.U
However I don't know how
I don't have any clue
And Y.O.U aren't giving me any idea
I couldn't remember anything sweet
Instead... All the memories Y.O.U gave
All the memories I had with Y.O.U
Ain't no inspiration
That's pathetic
Despite that, I'm pathetic
11.16.2012
11.15.2012
11.12.2012
11.07.2012
11.06.2012
11.05.2012
Jar of Heart
What if...
I put my heart into a jar and give it to Y.O.U as Christmas present.
Would Y.O.U...
Keep it with Y.O.U all the time?
Will Y.O.U...
Take good care of it?
Are Y.O.U...
Gonna protect it and won't let it break?
Can Y.O.U...
Fix it once it is about to break?
Do Y.O.U
Appreciate it?
I put my heart into a jar and give it to Y.O.U as Christmas present.
Would Y.O.U...
Keep it with Y.O.U all the time?
Will Y.O.U...
Take good care of it?
Are Y.O.U...
Gonna protect it and won't let it break?
Can Y.O.U...
Fix it once it is about to break?
Do Y.O.U
Appreciate it?
- Let me know please -
11.04.2012
10.28.2012
不退色的伤口
残忍的要我留下
看见 听见 知道
袖手旁观 忍心吗
却没权利 没资格出声
一切都感觉到
隐隐作痛 折磨着我
成全所有的要求
路人甲一般 而不肯放手
自私的 责怪我当初的潇洒
偶然得到了却从没珍惜
存在 不存在
又有何分别 这算什么
我真的不需要这些来提醒
什么是痛 什么是泪
夺走我的快乐来取代
曾经的一切都被作废
我的存在还有意思吗
顾虑过吗 无心的伤害
消失了 有什么关系
10.26.2012
10.19.2012
苦色
既然不是真正的在乎
从没认真的在意过
就无需用那些在乎的语气
也每必要在意的说出
有谁想要了解心如刀割的感觉
这又算什么
早已习惯难过
我用尽了力气想要讨好你
你却没会意
装作不在意没在乎
我恨这样才能抓着你的注意力
转过身却忘了我是谁
让我最后不得不放弃
我胸口留下永不复原的伤口
隐隐作痛不时提醒一些回忆
对不起
其实你对我不熟悉
10.18.2012
attente
Just so you know
I'm still waiting
No matter how long it's gonna be
I'll just stay right here
waiting...
10.17.2012
我地之間
陪著我等於死去了無情趣
從前或現在當我是誰
完全忘記往日
我對愛情已死心
貪高興狠心敷衍
一下卻逼真的親吻
我們這結局太不堪
我對你極善良
如若你肯想想我這樣受傷
怎想像 怎相信人
分不出真假的愛恨
彷似幻像
你給我的愛是玩具磨爛後變絕情
你給我的愛是玩具磨爛後變絕情
並無罪也沒權問你內情話
我都唔知點解
你現時對我冇曬感覺
連我心情你都唔多覺
或者其實 即興嘅幻覺
連自己都唔知道乜系喜乜野系樂
幾時有感覺 又幾時冇曬知覺
就算你無突然失去下落
我地之間都可能已經沒落
慰藉眾生不需責任
一起 若像軟禁 無疑離開
先更 合襯
許多說話都仍然未講
知道無餘地再過問
我說過要你快樂
讓我擔當失戀的主角
也許不必知道我是誰
到了沒法相處
再去記你好處
憑回憶製造這自欺的笑話
曾共渡患難日子總有樂趣
不相信會絕望
不感覺到躊躇
求你一早放開我
若注定有一點苦楚
不如自己親手割破
誰得到過願放手
曾精彩過願挽留
-月月天天逝去越是覺得深愛你-
10.15.2012
10.12.2012
10.10.2012
我...你
她靠近 我离去
默默的 关心着
偷偷的 想念着
撑不住 躲起来
泪掉了 不难过
谁知道 无所谓
不再吵 你远离
心痛了 已麻木
不再爱 不在乎
你开心 那我呢
扮演着 路人甲
扮演着 路人甲
第一次 试着忍
第二次 能忍吗
扮潇洒 假洒脱
扮潇洒 假洒脱
双重痛 我委屈
沉默着 不提起
雨下了 泪停了
沉默着 不提起
雨下了 泪停了
在意吗 那感受
从不懂 不顾虑
曾承诺 都忘了
随便吧 随便...
10.05.2012
9.27.2012
9.22.2012
9.17.2012
9.12.2012
Comfortably Numb
There is no pain you are receding
A distant ship's smoke on the horizon.
You are only coming through in waves.
Your lips move but I can't hear what you're saying.
When I was a child I had a FEVER. My hands felt just like two balloons.
Now I've got that feeling once again
I can't explain, you would not understand
This is not how I am.
I have become comfortably numb.
Pink Floyd "Comfortably Numb"
A distant ship's smoke on the horizon.
You are only coming through in waves.
Your lips move but I can't hear what you're saying.
When I was a child I had a FEVER. My hands felt just like two balloons.
Now I've got that feeling once again
I can't explain, you would not understand
This is not how I am.
I have become comfortably numb.
Pink Floyd "Comfortably Numb"
9.07.2012
9.05.2012
9.03.2012
this is me
I should've walk away for a long time ago
I've been hurt enough
When things get tough, i bails
Somehow i still feel the attachment
Shutting you out is killing me
I don't have more reason tocontinue
So tell me where i go from here
Remember to bring me back whenever i'm gone too long
I'm getting very tired of losing people
I've been hurt enough
When things get tough, i bails
Somehow i still feel the attachment
Shutting you out is killing me
I don't have more reason to
So tell me where i go from here
Remember to bring me back whenever i'm gone too long
I'm getting very tired of losing people
8.28.2012
8.22.2012
8.19.2012
8.18.2012
8.15.2012
8.12.2012
8.10.2012
8.07.2012
8.02.2012
7.31.2012
Reason
There's a reason I said I'd be happy alone.
It wasn't 'cause I thought I'd be happy alone.
It was because I thought if I loved someone and then it fell apart,
I might not make it.
It's easier to be alone,
Because what if you learn that you need love and you don't have it?
What if you like it and lean on it?
What if you shape your life around it and then it falls apart?
Can you even survive that kind of pain?
Losing love is like organ damage.
It's like dying.
The only difference is death ends.
This?
It could go on forever.
-Meredith-
7.27.2012
Too late to tell..
If you ever leave me
If you ever run away
It will freak me out
Please don't make me a lost puppy
Because i really fell for you
7.25.2012
7.22.2012
Goodbye
I've left
Because you doesn't need me anymore
I wouldn't let go if i could
Promise me
You'll be good
Don't hurt anyone else
Like how you hurt me
Don't let anyone hurt you anymore
Like how you've been hurt before
Live your life
And don't turn around
No worries about my scars
It will heal eventually
You'll be good
Don't hurt anyone else
Like how you hurt me
Don't let anyone hurt you anymore
Like how you've been hurt before
Live your life
And don't turn around
No worries about my scars
It will heal eventually
7.16.2012
7.10.2012
7.04.2012
Big step
It's a big step for me to accept the fact
And pretend like I don't care
It's a big step for me to let go
And hold myself from turning back
It's a big step for me to get over it
And don't think about it
7.01.2012
6.28.2012
悄悄离开
对着你 我心痛 说不出口
看见你开心 甜甜的 苦苦的
这么复杂的心情 不好过
资格被取消 占有权被收回
那么不好受 尝试接受 委屈自己
无法忍受 参下去 接受不了
不如 潇潇洒洒 无声无息
这样的离去 至少我没那么心痛
渐渐的 成为了最熟悉的陌生人
6.26.2012
安靜
只剩下鋼琴陪我彈了一天
睡著的大提琴 安靜的舊舊的
我想你已表現的非常明白
我懂我也知道 你沒有捨不得
你說你也會難過我不相信
牽著你陪著我 也只是曾經
希望他是真的比我還要愛你
我才會逼自己離開
你要我說多難堪 我根本不想分開
為什麼還要我用微笑來帶過
我沒有這種天份 包容你也接受他
不用擔心的太多 我會一直好好過
你已經遠遠離開 我也會慢慢走開
為什麼我連分開都遷就著你
我真的沒有天份 安靜的沒這麼快
我會學著放棄你 是因為我太愛你
睡著的大提琴 安靜的舊舊的
我想你已表現的非常明白
我懂我也知道 你沒有捨不得
你說你也會難過我不相信
牽著你陪著我 也只是曾經
希望他是真的比我還要愛你
我才會逼自己離開
你要我說多難堪 我根本不想分開
為什麼還要我用微笑來帶過
我沒有這種天份 包容你也接受他
不用擔心的太多 我會一直好好過
你已經遠遠離開 我也會慢慢走開
為什麼我連分開都遷就著你
我真的沒有天份 安靜的沒這麼快
我會學著放棄你 是因為我太愛你
周杰倫
Don't want Y.O.U anymore!
I don't know why i never walk away
I don't know why i care so much
I don't know why i miss you so much
I don't know why it keeps bordering me
I don't know why
I don't know anymore
I'm tired of these
I'm breaking the habit tonight
6.24.2012
6.20.2012
Yes!
I don't want to know anymore!
I don't want you to be in my life!
I don't want to be in your life either!
Please...
6.18.2012
6.11.2012
6.08.2012
6.05.2012
6.03.2012
Appreciation
I'm showering Y.O.U with my love
Uncountable drops just like the rain
But, Y.O.U just wouldn't let go your umbrella
And enjoy the rain shower
In fact, Y.O.U enjoy staying under the umbrella with some one else
6.02.2012
5.31.2012
5.30.2012
-Y.O.U hurt me but I still love Y.O.U- I'm sorry
只能怪我不懂如何
向你撒娇 向你发脾气
向你无理取闹
霸道 自私 刁蛮
不懂得霸占你 占有你
怪我太过大方 不懂得如何吃醋
怪我只会宠你 疼你 爱你
怪我重来不曾和你吵 和你闹
怪我有着一颗容易满足的心
从不懂得向你提出过分的要求
不懂也不敢向你奢求什么
默默的包容你所犯下的错
默默地守护着你
一句话也不说 从不埋怨
毫无保留的迁就着你
随你去 让你放肆
总把开心 快乐 自由 留给了你
用尽方法满足你一切一切
把难过 伤心 收起不让你看见
心痛 心酸 从不向你哭诉
我的委屈 我的难受
从不让你知道 让你发现
让你忘了回头看我 我都无所谓
只因为我不懂得如何拒绝你对我所做的
只因为我太过听话 顾虑着你的感受
才让你有机会彻底的伤害着我的心
只因为我害怕面对 顾虑太多
只因为我不懂得如何维持 如何坚守
就因为我太过董事
只能怪我太过董事
才会大方的让你...
向你撒娇 向你发脾气
向你无理取闹
霸道 自私 刁蛮
不懂得霸占你 占有你
怪我太过大方 不懂得如何吃醋
怪我只会宠你 疼你 爱你
怪我重来不曾和你吵 和你闹
怪我有着一颗容易满足的心
从不懂得向你提出过分的要求
不懂也不敢向你奢求什么
默默的包容你所犯下的错
默默地守护着你
一句话也不说 从不埋怨
毫无保留的迁就着你
随你去 让你放肆
总把开心 快乐 自由 留给了你
用尽方法满足你一切一切
把难过 伤心 收起不让你看见
心痛 心酸 从不向你哭诉
我的委屈 我的难受
从不让你知道 让你发现
让你忘了回头看我 我都无所谓
只因为我不懂得如何拒绝你对我所做的
只因为我太过听话 顾虑着你的感受
才让你有机会彻底的伤害着我的心
只因为我害怕面对 顾虑太多
只因为我不懂得如何维持 如何坚守
就因为我太过董事
只能怪我太过董事
才会大方的让你...
5.29.2012
- want you to be mine -
I'll wait for you
love you like you want me to
as long as you come back
I'll love you right
this time I'll never let my pride make me run and hide
cause i don't know what else i can do
i don't want you to show me the meaning
meaning of being lonely without you
i want you
you're all i need
I'll give you everything
doesn't matter what it takes
i just want you here with me
i promise I'll never push you away
until...
love you like you want me to
as long as you come back
I'll love you right
this time I'll never let my pride make me run and hide
cause i don't know what else i can do
i don't want you to show me the meaning
meaning of being lonely without you
i want you
you're all i need
I'll give you everything
doesn't matter what it takes
i just want you here with me
i promise I'll never push you away
until...
5.28.2012
Morning pain
You want me in your life,
you found a way to put me in.
However,
you are putting me somewhere...
Somewhere else I don't want to be in
not suppose to be in!!!
Don't you realized?
I'm not happy..
Every time I woke up in pain,
by knowing I'm not your priority anymore
5.26.2012
5.25.2012
5.23.2012
雨过天晴呢?
*********************************
若无其事
沉默不说
微笑带过
装作不在乎
自欺欺人
雨下过了
还会有天晴吗
沉默不说
微笑带过
装作不在乎
自欺欺人
雨下过了
还会有天晴吗
???
*********************************
5.22.2012
5.21.2012
5.19.2012
5.18.2012
5.17.2012
5.16.2012
Confuse..
What does this mean?
Does it mean anything to you?
To me?
Or you were just saying it for the sick of fun?
I seriously don't get it...
5.14.2012
5.11.2012
5.09.2012
5.08.2012
where are you? i'm in pain...
sitting at the balcony
staring at those lights
far far away
untouchable
uncatchable
unreachable
just like ...
staring at those lights
far far away
untouchable
uncatchable
unreachable
just like ...
5.07.2012
Fool
I never meant to let you go
Why did i leave maybe we'll never know
All this time we're going nowhere and we know it
I was so blind
Why did i leave maybe we'll never know
All this time we're going nowhere and we know it
I was so blind
5.06.2012
5.05.2012
5.03.2012
5.01.2012
4.28.2012
4.26.2012
Morning
Plug in my earphone
Turn on my playlist
Listen to the music
Feel the rhythm
Enjoy my own moment
Turn on my playlist
Listen to the music
Feel the rhythm
Enjoy my own moment
4.24.2012
No matter what..
I will steal away your heart without any pain !
I will not waste your tears !
I will light up your everyday !
I will surprise you with my love !
I will paint you colorful life !
I will give you sunshine !
I will make you romantic rainy day/night !
I will do anything for your happiness !
I will not waste your tears !
I will light up your everyday !
I will surprise you with my love !
I will paint you colorful life !
I will give you sunshine !
I will make you romantic rainy day/night !
I will do anything for your happiness !
4.23.2012
4.20.2012
4.19.2012
付出的代价
在这游戏里
开始都很确定很有信心
自己一定会是赢的那一个
很确定自己能掌握一切
很确定自己能控制一切
很确定自己可以承担
很有信心自己不会是被伤
很有信心自己不会放感情
很有信心自己不会是输家
可是一旦游戏玩久了投入了
不知不觉的放进心思放进希望
乐在其中享受着习惯了
就连游戏规则都忘了
直到某一天发现
本来配合的玩家不再一样了
才知道其实自己已经够分投入
游戏过程都很用心很花心细的在玩
才知道到原来自己已经无法戒掉
但一切都不受掌握不受控制
发现自己原来承担不起后果而伤了自己
后知后觉自己玩不起已来不及了
以为会是大赢家的自己其实彻底的输了
开始都很确定很有信心
自己一定会是赢的那一个
很确定自己能掌握一切
很确定自己能控制一切
很确定自己可以承担
很有信心自己不会是被伤
很有信心自己不会放感情
很有信心自己不会是输家
可是一旦游戏玩久了投入了
不知不觉的放进心思放进希望
乐在其中享受着习惯了
就连游戏规则都忘了
直到某一天发现
本来配合的玩家不再一样了
才知道其实自己已经够分投入
游戏过程都很用心很花心细的在玩
才知道到原来自己已经无法戒掉
但一切都不受掌握不受控制
发现自己原来承担不起后果而伤了自己
后知后觉自己玩不起已来不及了
以为会是大赢家的自己其实彻底的输了
4.18.2012
4.17.2012
4.14.2012
4.11.2012
distance
We don't have to be so close,
No need to be together every single minute,
You ask me if i love you,
But that's not a question...
I made it clear that we need space to continue,
I don't want you to leave either,
Hey, don't cry...
It's only for a little while,
It doesn't have to be that complicated...
4.09.2012
4.04.2012
4.02.2012
3.31.2012
3.29.2012
to me/for me
It's enough
Already enough
With just a kiss goodnight
I am willing to endure
Endure everything
Endure every moment
I know where i stand
Not gonna ask for more
Didn't tend to change
My position
In your heart
I'll be good there
What they say
I don't give a damn
I'm not afraid to love you
Love you right
Cause i really afraid
Afraid to lose you
Don't want to lose you
Neither one of you
Already enough
With just a kiss goodnight
I am willing to endure
Endure everything
Endure every moment
I know where i stand
Not gonna ask for more
Didn't tend to change
My position
In your heart
I'll be good there
What they say
I don't give a damn
I'm not afraid to love you
Love you right
Cause i really afraid
Afraid to lose you
Don't want to lose you
Neither one of you
3.28.2012
would you offer more ?
respect each others' decisions
maintain a peaceful relationship
loving each other is a type of exercise
i understand
I'm in your chest
but not necessarily in your heart
i don't want to prove
nor know how to
love is shared by two persons
i don't want you to be suspicious
suspecting love is a dangerous weapon
murdering our love
3.26.2012
LnH
I doesn't know how to love before
I tried to learn
I tried to love
Eventually, loves brought me hurts...
I tried to learn
I tried to love
Eventually, loves brought me hurts...
3.24.2012
3.23.2012
3.18.2012
3.15.2012
3.13.2012
3.10.2012
3.08.2012
Hate
I hate missing you
I hate lying in bed at night thinking of you, thinking of someone else
I hate seeing your smile, because its not for me
I hate catching your scent, because i can never call it my favorite perfume
I hate that there’s a desolate cold where you arms used to rest
I hate that my hands are empty of yours
I hate missing you
I hate lying in bed at night thinking of you, thinking of someone else
I hate seeing your smile, because its not for me
I hate catching your scent, because i can never call it my favorite perfume
I hate that there’s a desolate cold where you arms used to rest
I hate that my hands are empty of yours
I hate missing you
3.05.2012
3.02.2012
2.26.2012
对不起
离开的那12天
想了很多很多
好像领悟到了悬崖勒马的意思
有了想要把你推开的念头
有了想要离开你的念头
开始有了慢慢疏离你的念头
开始有了对你冷淡的念头
一直以为我能狠下心
推开,离开,疏离,冷淡
但,回来以后
却发现这一切我办不到
我对你狠不下心
越是把你推开我越是心痛
尝试要离开却发现越是爱你
离你越远越是想你
越是对你冷淡越是难受
并且发现对你的爱不止那一些些
而且是比以前还多
我...败在你手里
我...再次的败在你手里
想了很多很多
好像领悟到了悬崖勒马的意思
有了想要把你推开的念头
有了想要离开你的念头
开始有了慢慢疏离你的念头
开始有了对你冷淡的念头
一直以为我能狠下心
推开,离开,疏离,冷淡
但,回来以后
却发现这一切我办不到
我对你狠不下心
越是把你推开我越是心痛
尝试要离开却发现越是爱你
离你越远越是想你
越是对你冷淡越是难受
并且发现对你的爱不止那一些些
而且是比以前还多
我...败在你手里
我...再次的败在你手里
2.22.2012
2.21.2012
-悬崖勒马-
this is me
i will push you away
silently
i didn't meant to hurt you
but i know it will hurt you less
and you will never know
it hurt me more
i will push you away
silently
i didn't meant to hurt you
but i know it will hurt you less
and you will never know
it hurt me more
2.02.2012
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