BLa bLa blA &%#%@

If... Could...

2012-03-13T00:00:00.001+08:00

如果你可以走进我的心
你一定会哭
因为
你会发现
我的心全是你的点滴
如果我能闯进你的心
我同样会哭
因为
你的心没有半点我的回忆

2012-03-10T14:32:00.001+08:00

离开是迟早
只是不懂几时

Hate

2012-03-08T01:06:00.001+08:00

I hate missing you
I hate lying in bed at night thinking of you, thinking of someone else
I hate seeing your smile, because its not for me
I hate catching your scent, because i can never call it my favorite perfume
I hate that there’s a desolate cold where you arms used to rest
I hate that my hands are empty of yours
I hate missing you

2012-03-05T22:01:00.000+08:00

没有资格的在意还真的难受

Only you

2012-03-02T12:05:00.002+08:00

Only you knows how to make me smile :)

我不说

2012-03-02T02:15:00.001+08:00

我心痛不说
我在乎不说
我在意不说
我介意不说
我沉默一切
因为我包容

对不起

2012-02-26T07:08:00.004+08:00

离开的那12天
想了很多很多
好像领悟到了悬崖勒马的意思
有了想要把你推开的念头
有了想要离开你的念头
开始有了慢慢疏离你的念头
开始有了对你冷淡的念头
一直以为我能狠下心
推开，离开，疏离，冷淡
但，回来以后
却发现这一切我办不到
我对你狠不下心
越是把你推开我越是心痛
尝试要离开却发现越是爱你
离你越远越是想你
越是对你冷淡越是难受
并且发现对你的爱不止那一些些
而且是比以前还多
我...败在你手里
我...再次的败在你手里

2012-02-22T03:10:00.001+08:00

你从来没有害怕失去我

－悬崖勒马－

2012-02-21T01:16:00.000+08:00

this is me
i will push you away
silently
i didn't meant to hurt you
but i know it will hurt you less
and you will never know
it hurt me more

2012-02-06T03:06:00.001+08:00

I'll definitely walk out and shut you down if it exist my limits and patient...

2012-02-02T22:28:00.001+08:00

my sorrow is intense and unbearable

2012-02-01T20:56:00.001+08:00

如果我是勇敢，你已属于我了

2012-01-28T15:54:00.001+08:00

喜欢上你的我, 苦该向谁诉

-only-

2012-01-16T02:14:00.001+08:00

our shadows are close...
your shadow belongs to mine...

当

2012-01-15T01:52:00.000+08:00

有点想念
有点在乎
有点在意
有点难受
有点心痛
有点复杂
难道我是
喜欢上了

kau hancurkan hati ku

2012-01-14T02:52:00.001+08:00

Aku terbakar hati
Saat melihatmu
Mesra mesra dengannya
Di depan mataku

2012-01-13T02:10:00.003+08:00

我喜欢上了你

should i wait
should i let go
should i push away
should i forget
or...
should i control

belong to me

2012-01-12T00:30:00.000+08:00

you are mine
only when…
you are in my dreams

2012-01-11T01:37:00.001+08:00

At least I promise i'll try...

回忆

2012-01-09T23:20:00.000+08:00

在怎么美好
也会不去

认了！

2012-01-08T11:28:00.002+08:00

因为这次是为了爱
因为这次是真的在乎
过于理智的我
这次不会也不懂如何推开
反而大方接受
再疼再痛也无所谓
只好默默的待在你们身边
直到你们把我推开

my heart

2012-01-05T02:30:00.001+08:00

Before you grab it away
Please think twice if you could handle the scars you've left behind...

Addicted

2012-01-02T23:03:00.001+08:00

Know that it's gonna hurt so bad but I'm kinda addicted.. It will hurt me more if I stop it..

Phrase IX

2012-01-02T02:24:00.001+08:00

I'm sorry i didn't tell you i love you when i knew it

我的喜欢

2011-12-30T02:08:00.002+08:00

压抑着自己对你的喜欢
害怕伤痕累累的离开

矛盾！

2011-12-29T01:53:00.003+08:00

小心翼翼的听话
只不过不想有什么差错
导致事情发生
最终不管我怎么努力
还是改变不了事实
却改变了自己的想法
我失败了吗？

Phrase VIII

2011-12-27T14:08:00.001+08:00

你给的爱渐渐的伤害了我的心...

2011-12-12T01:06:00.002+08:00

What are WE? I don't know anymore...

2011-12-10T02:03:00.000+08:00

你那句还真的让我感到安慰

害怕

2011-12-03T00:25:00.001+08:00

越是在乎你越是疏离你...因为我怕...

something that you doesn't know

2011-11-26T00:39:00.002+08:00

the closer we are
the lonelier i feel
the more we meet
the more painful my heart is
the more you look at me
is the sadness to me
but.. i like it
when you are with me
no matter what
i will just stand right here
by your side...

you/u

2011-11-20T02:30:00.000+08:00

it makes me feel comfort when with you
it makes me feel unsafe when you're not here with me
it makes me feel unsecured when you're with them

分手吧

2011-11-17T20:22:00.000+08:00

放手会比较好过
只是不懂怎样

眼泪的储蓄

2011-11-14T23:18:00.001+08:00

为你储存的眼泪

请你别轻易浪费

2011-11-11T02:27:00.001+08:00

‎11/11/11您离开的第100天...

right here

2011-11-11T02:22:00.001+08:00

sitting here in the dark

thinking about it

it is not songs that i'm listening to

instead

it is the "night" manipulated my feelings

想要完全拥有

2011-11-03T22:05:00.001+08:00

有什么方法可以让你的拥抱永永远远属于我的？

尝试...

2011-10-31T01:20:00.002+08:00

尝试接受您的离开

尝试放下对您的___

美

2011-10-30T02:01:00.001+08:00

被破坏的伤痕

被伤害的疼痛

被遗弃的寂寞

被颓废的悲伤

被毁灭了的美

这些的美

有谁欣赏

一塌糊涂

2011-10-18T21:48:00.001+08:00

想起您

却在也哭不出来了

就只有闷闷不乐

难道这就是放下了？

your photo

2011-10-11T22:27:00.001+08:00

gosh..

i gotta stop looking...

it makes me miss you more and more..

the fact is..

2011-10-11T00:47:00.000+08:00

i laughed so hard

at least my face looks happy

i tends to forget things

so that i wouldn't feel so sad

你，我，他

2011-10-08T13:49:00.001+08:00

喜欢上了喜欢着她的你

2011-10-06T19:33:00.001+08:00

害怕陷入陷阱

所以

闪开，躲开，避开，逃避

与你对望

所以我不要

2011-10-04T21:54:00.002+08:00

爱上了

心却受到了折磨

在一起

就只有等待离别

shadow of heart

2011-09-22T17:59:00.002+08:00

Who knows about my cold heart of affection

Your shadow is clear and close

Drawing closer in my heart

2011-09-14T23:31:00.001+08:00

看着那么好笑的戏剧

听到大笑的声音

却发现自己皮笑肉不笑

这种强颜欢笑的感觉

好孤单

好寂寞

好想您

还要多久？

2011-08-31T01:20:00.002+08:00

忍着泪不掉

闭上眼

看见却是那一幕

伤心点勾起

原来那么容易

早知道了

有了心理准备

不代表容易接受

真害怕哪一年的某一天

我与您的回忆会消失

您的样貌我努力的记着

您的不在，我不习惯

2011-08-25T22:42:00.001+08:00

一个人回到家

在这冷清清的客厅

令我想起了您

令我想起了小时候的我

每当一个人回到家

您总会开门迎接我

您总会要我去冲凉

您总会温柔的关心我

您总会要我吃东西

而我总会粘着您

看您在房间里缝衣服

总会爱坐在您身边看着

总会要您配我下棋

总会要您带我去散步

总会要您配我打羽球

总爱吃您煮的麦片粥

don't know how...

2011-08-22T00:48:00.001+08:00

How to stop it?

How to get over it?

How to let go?

才知道痛了

2011-08-17T00:01:00.002+08:00

本来以为好了

其实并没有

反而感觉到痛了

眼睛一闭就想起您

眼睛再闭得怎么紧

眼泪还是不停的往下掉了

2011-08-08T20:47:00.000+08:00

怎么我闭上了眼睛，眼泪还不停的往下掉...?

因为您

2011-08-07T20:27:00.002+08:00

我想我不再冲冷水凉了
我想我不再晨运了
我想我不再打羽球了
我想我不再下棋了
我想我不再...

you are in a better place...

2011-08-07T02:38:00.003+08:00

I just couldn't stop thinking about it...
Couldn't control my tears...
I know you wouldn't want me to be sad...
But i really miss you...
Miss you much...
Memory flashing back...
It's really painful...

-R.I.P-
P.S: I Loved You!

what if ...

2011-08-03T00:46:00.000+08:00

if we weren't friends

if we never met

if we don't know each other

it would be lesser pain

my musics

2011-07-30T00:38:00.002+08:00

i close my eyes

i listen to it

i feel in my heart

i miss you

2011-07-23T23:24:00.002+08:00

冷酷却带点温柔

2011-07-22T23:29:00.000+08:00

I just want to sit here in the dark

2011-07-21T01:42:00.002+08:00

手给还丢收

里也也也也

的给还丢收

牵不不不不

挂出了掉住

我和你

2011-07-17T00:15:00.002+08:00

0°背对背

360°面对面

what to do

2011-07-15T23:14:00.005+08:00

knowing is pain

accepting is difficult

letting go is hard

keeping a distance away from you

is even worse

broken

2011-07-13T23:26:00.000+08:00

for once

you gave me hopes

you made me believes

everything was turning into colors

everyday was nice day

every night was good night

and then

you broke me

i don't know how long it takes

for me to recover

how long i could wait

i am feeling exhausted already

a to z, 1 to .....

2011-07-11T01:12:00.003+08:00

i've got million to tell

thousand to show

hundred to say

and it's hard to put it into words

suffer

2011-07-09T23:48:00.001+08:00

it still hurt

not little but

getting lots and lots

trying...

2011-07-08T18:12:00.005+08:00

Baby, i am sorry for what i did...

I just want it to be better...

Turns out things doesn't works the way i want...

And it hasn't been better...

2011-07-04T23:58:00.002+08:00

So many time... i wanted to talk to you, but you weren't here...

sweet dream (=

2011-07-02T00:22:00.004+08:00

had you ever have a dream

that feel so real until you wake up

you just want to lie there

with your eyes close

and hold on with it?

hate this

2011-07-01T00:10:00.004+08:00

Still having you in my dream,

I wonder why...

How i wish i could control it!

question

2011-06-30T01:11:00.001+08:00

Are you suppose to let me pass you by?

pathetic

2011-06-24T23:14:00.002+08:00

You don't love me

You don't want me

You lure me back

You cheated on me

You took away everything i have

You left nothing for me but pain

2011-06-21T23:59:00.002+08:00

No matter how well i've done

I will never get any compliment from you...

2011-06-21T13:16:00.002+08:00

Want you out of my life!

left me and my pain

2011-06-18T17:15:00.004+08:00

Fuck!

I dreamt of you

Guess i really miss you

And i don't think i want this

Cause i know you wouldn't did the same

So sweet yet so pain

And it was killing me

Sweet dream of mine was the worst nightmare

To me, when i woke up

2011-06-18T01:35:00.001+08:00

不再期待了…

when i drive alone...

2011-06-13T01:04:00.002+08:00

Love to drive alone on the highway

It's the best time for me to do my thinking

Think about the past

Think about the future

Think about my silly future plan

Think about my family

Think about my friends

Think about everything...

2011-06-11T00:49:00.001+08:00

Sometimes i actually want you you you and you to be able to read certain parts in my mind...

习惯拥有

2011-06-09T21:17:00.001+08:00

讨厌这种感觉

习惯拥有的感觉

让人享受习惯后心疼失去

2011-06-07T23:23:00.003+08:00

Your good bye sounds like forever to me...

etoiles de la nuit et mes larmes

2011-06-07T00:20:00.007+08:00

Silent night...

Shining shining stars in the sky

Butterflies and fireflies is everywhere

I made a wish

Wished for shooting star

I saw shooting star

Again i made a wish

Wished you were here with me

Sitting beside me, enjoy this beautiful night with me...

I woke up, i woke up

I feel the pain

I look up the sky

I saw nothing but tears

I shed a tears

at night

2011-06-06T01:10:00.002+08:00

Raine night

All i can think about is YOU

Until it stop

All i miss is YOU

Night with/without rain

All i have is loneliness

My Bday

2011-06-03T01:28:00.006+08:00

It's 3rd June 2011

It's my birthday

Wishes filled up my profile wall

I got my first birthday song

I got my first birthday cake

But... I am waiting for yours

day and night

2011-05-31T23:53:00.003+08:00

You are my last thought every night...

Wondering...

Am i your first thought every morning?

irreplaceable

2011-05-15T23:56:00.003+08:00

Baby you were here with me everyday and did not appreciate much, i did not take good care, i did not treat you tenderly, at least i still make sure you were with me everyday and everywhere i went, indirectly... Baby, you became the most important one for me, idiot me.. I am hurt, i am heartbroken, my heart is pain, i am sad... Please, i do not want any baby else...

原来没人真正了解

2011-04-16T22:11:00.002+08:00

心情低落想找人聊聊

找来找去

却找不到对的人

如果

2011-04-07T17:35:00.002+08:00

你不欣赏，我无所谓

但…请别糟蹋

至少小小的鼓励足以安慰

离开时

2011-04-05T23:11:00.002+08:00

说了再见，转头离开

心思思的又转过头

望着你的背影

舍不得的眼神

偶然，放慢了脚步

只想让你转过头来多望一眼

are you listening...?

2011-03-19T18:45:00.001+08:00

Am listening to this song,

Song that reminds me so much about you...

偶然

2011-03-10T23:21:00.002+08:00

记忆勾起了…

回想一起度过的日子…

幕幕都记得很清楚…

感觉却复杂了许多…

night lights i like

2011-03-03T23:21:00.003+08:00

Sitting in the car

Looking out the window

I saw colourful night lights

and i realized

My feelings is colorless without you by my side

2011-02-24T23:57:00.001+08:00

my feeling is manipulated whenever i'm listening to ...

phrase VII

2011-02-22T23:31:00.002+08:00

If you ever noticed

The line between love and hate truly is very, very thin

phrase VI

2011-02-22T00:39:00.002+08:00

Few seconds of beauty, just like sun rise and sun set...

下雨了

2011-02-16T21:49:00.002+08:00

路灯反射水面上雨滴

这样的天气

总是让人伤感

我又

2011-02-16T00:54:00.001+08:00

我又再次的逃避了

The day

2011-02-14T00:41:00.003+08:00

plural day...

我的防伪墙

2011-01-30T00:37:00.004+08:00

为自己所造的围墙

随着时间的过去

不知不觉却把围墙越造越厚

就连自己都不知何时何日才拆得下

如果你遇见了

你会有耐心的一层一层的把它拆下吗？

你会好奇想看看围墙后面究竟是什么样的世界吗？

如果是这样

那…

有了你的帮忙

围墙有可能拆完吗？

写下了

2011-01-24T00:11:00.003+08:00

不善于表达

就只好写下

写下表达不出的心情

写下表达不出的感觉

写下表达不出的感受

写下了许多许多

几时你才会发现

婆婆

2011-01-14T20:13:00.002+08:00

看着窗外的黄昏

听着那优雅的叫声

威风飘过大方起舞

想起小时候的我

常陪我打羽球的您

会带我去散步的您

教会我下棋的您

说您当年威风故事给我听的您

而我，却不懂得珍惜那些时刻

还会常发您脾气

嫌您重复又重复说同样故事的您烦

长大了都不再爱散步了，与您话题也越来越少了

关系疏离了好远好远

如今，再也没机会和您打羽球

没机会和您下下棋聊聊天散散步了

如果现在我很用力的抱抱您

您会感觉到的是舒服，温暖，感动？

还是疼痛？

想要回到过去，好让我重新好好珍惜这份爱

我一定要让秒针走得比平时满一倍...

in this damn cold night

2011-01-06T22:43:00.002+08:00

Forgive me my weakness,

Wipe away tears that i cry,

Trying figure out what it's like to move on.

Do you feel happy?

2011-01-02T01:26:00.000+08:00

At the end of the day,

It's only what you think,

So that's what you're happy with.

BLa bLa blA *&%*#%@